Dulu kau kata aku ni kawan yang dah banyak bantu kau.
Tapi...
Aku tak pernah rasa pun macam tu.
Aku tak pernah rasa aku kawan yang baik untuk kau.
Aku tak pernah rasa pun aku banyak tolong kau.
Kenapa kau boleh cakap macam tu?
Bila aku cuba nak jadi baik.
Bila aku cuba nak tolong kau.
Kau kata tak payah.
Kau boleh buat sendiri.
Kau boleh hadap sendiri.
Mana ada tiang yang tegak sendiri kalau tak ada sokongan?
Fikir balik lah.
Fikir balik...
To : You
From : Me
Dear, friend.
I am not hoping you to read this. But I just want to say out my 'curhat'.
We are friend. Just like siblings. Everytime and anytime I had problem, you will pay attention to me.
You will ask me this and that. Asking me either am I okay or not.
You know what?
I never had a very good and understanding friend, just like you.
And even, somehow, I was just feel guilty to you.
I do nothing. I never do something.
That I can repay back all your good doing towards me.
Why would I say that?
Because everytime I ask you to spill all your worries or else.
You said, "I'm all right. No need to worry."
I was like, "Am I really your friend? because I don't even given a chance to help you."
Please. Please. And please.
It won't help you if you don't spill it to others.
And I am begging you.
If you don't even want to spill out your problem to me,
do spill it to anyone that you really trust.
do spill it to anyone that you called as a friend.
do spill it to The One and Only Allah.
Jangan pendam.
Nanti awak merana.
I'm sorry. *sigh*
*wipe tears**walk away*
*terima kasih pakcik google*
adios
assalamualaikum
SSKA :)
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